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Thursday, November 12, 2009

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 16:48:43 GMT

By Lim Li Xian:

SocialInterview.com asked me "If you had to write a personal ad for Junxian Wong, what would you write?"

I answered ''this guy is really HOT and MACHO :) and if you happen to love or envy ppl with perky ass ! i would recommend you to pls approach this guy for a personal training session. In addition, he is a born expert in model walking, he has even been to countries like Cambodia to perform his phenomenal and extremely professional walking skills with to die for glamorous falling skills. His flawless or should i say hairless legs and hands would make ants slip and fall :) ''

and i nearly killed grace today by bouncing basketballs that flown out of the machine! i really got my eyes literally peeled looking over seekia's report over and over again! OMG

Sunday, November 01, 2009

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 13:05:12 GMT

A public reminder to self:

"Sticks and stones may break my bones but words can never hurt me.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger."

Even though others may misunderstand you deeply because of the groundless, malicious and false rumours/accusations being said of you behind your back which is spreading like wild fire, as long as you stay strong and never allow these hurtful words to affect you, you will brave this storm and come out victorious in the end. Although times are really difficult now, your soul feels weary and your mind is weak from having to fight all the immense pressure and battles everyday, you must never give up. Stay positive, things will get better someday and the truth always prevails.

발레리, 화이팅!

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 16:06:50 GMT

went back to jj tonight.oh how much i misses e days there.night studies for As,totally faints.

e main reason why we're there tonight cos mr koh's leaving to become IJ's principal.abit sad,but like wat he says,it's time to move on.he's been in jj for 7yrs,longest duration for his 30yrs in e education field.many may not like and agree to things he do,but it's a fact tt he's e one who helps jj to become who we are today.perhaps we may not be as good as some other schools in terms of academic,in many other areas we're not lacking behind too! esp character development.

e synthetic field,e air-conditioned classrooms,e PD block,all e leaders/orientation camps,all these will be nothing if w/o him.really appreciate and thank him.

well,it was a farewell party,so there's MASS DANCE! omg,it's been ages since i last danced e mass dance n i still rmb them.very lihai right? was so high,n we all sang e 'unbreakable',i thought it was just our batch song,but apparently e current j1s know it too,maybe it's theirs too. (:

i miss jj days.like wat i've said before,men we are,we're nv satisfied and contented.always looking back n reminiscing e past.e grass is greener on e other side.took many pictures with e girls but sadly,none with e teachers.but it's alright,hope we will hv e chance to go back for e alumni farewell party n there'll be more photo taking over there.

we shld be ashame of ourselves,e girls we cant recall e school song. ): but we were happily singing other camp songs though.

do i hv to repeat n say i miss jj days? thank god im a student leader n rather active in jj events.counting my blessings.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Thu, 22 Oct 2009 14:17:00 GMT

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I've been encountering bizzare incidents recently. Nice. So not.

Today, a group of us were on the train when this uncle held on to the strap of my bag and told me to sling it over my shoulder nicely. I was using the longer straps instead of the shorter ones so it's unnecessay for me to follow his instructions. I mentioned to my friends how weird it will be if I slung all the straps over my shoulder before bursting into laughter. The uncle got offended by our behavior I guess, especially mine since I didn't exactly do as he said. At first, he was like "good BOY (!!!)" when I tried to 敷衍 him. However, his next statement made me really uneasy. "你说以后你朋友长大了谁会是狐狸精?" Of course I ignored him 'cos making a response will encourage him to speak further, but he went on to point at my friends and me, naming us "第一个狐狸精, 第二个狐狸精, 第三个狐狸精, 第四个狐狸精!" He missed out one of my friends 'cos she was blocked from his view. My back was facing him so I didn't know he said that of me as well until my friends told me much later. I really pity my first friend who was insulted by him. Her expression was like O_O wth?!?! and she looked really disturbed. We fled from our spots in that cabin immediately and he even told us to 慢走! Wah, this is the strangest situation I had faced so far. But as I was telling my friends if you were to think positively, for the uncle to call us 狐狸精 means we pretty enough to be one HAHAHAHAHAH. k my optimism is too -_- i understand lol.

I think I should stop wearing faux glasses and go out without makeup to face the world because I always have people mistaking my identity. I don't think my facial features are even manly lor; no strong jawline or anything. Ah well, I don't like being labelled as too girly either so why am I complaining ._.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 17:29:26 GMT

yes, indeed. seeing the amount of people in the school just makes me, suffocating and hyperventilating sometimes because it's really bring up a very bizarre and awkward overwhelming anxiety to hide and escape. i guess... being anthrophobic is just a normal symptom to conquer whenever the school reopens and/or facing new environment.

i finally finished 'the diving-bell and the butterfly' at 1 am today (le scaphandre et le papillion). this flim has a lot of meaningful flashbacks of memories and splendid imaginations. plus, the portrayal of the lead actor's inner world and his challenges to his limitations were really captivating and inspiring.

i love this part of the film where i watch the same scene thrice.

jean-dominique: "my diving-bell drags you down to the bottom of the ocean"
claude: " jean-do, there is no place I have ever been, that is more beautiful than your thoughts. and if sometimes i am at the bottom of the ocean with you, you are also my butterfly"

http://video.movies.go.com/thedivingbellandthebutterfly/main.html

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 16:49:23 GMT

i seriously feel that i am having a period of free-fall of my life when the wind which gushes off your face is the time slipping by and the gravity pulling the whole body down is pressure around. felt absolutely true when i see the way where my father's health is deteriorating and the time left for my sister to take her PSLE.

also. i was reading some magazines recently. i saw alexander mcqueen's (elaine said she likes this brand) prêt-à-porter collections (printemps/été-2010) feature and i saw this.

12-inches killer with such great beautiful ornamentation. and they still call it prêt-à-porter! (ready-to-wear)

Monday, October 12, 2009

Mon, 12 Oct 2009 16:22:48 GMT

so at today late evening, seekia and i sat down at starbucks.
after finishing her project stuff, we started talking about our classmates being possibly successful in the future. but seriously, 'in the future' is just only reaching less than 1 year later because we're moving towards our 20s in 2010. the uncertainty that drives really makes me wanna drink another cup of venti-sized vanilla latte or jobble down a mega mcspicy. (okay. i did neither of them when seekia changed the topic)

i am ready for school re-open! (val, too!)
last semester, here i come! :D

ps. actually, not so prepared after second thoughts. @@

(to val.)
pss. i really thought my name was unique too until i saw a burger king staff's name tag when i was nine years old. (no offence to that 'junxian'). was utterly upset for several days as my world, then was rather miniscule.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Sun, 11 Oct 2009 15:58:39 GMT

stop thinking!

study and marry well.

tt's e aim for now.

Monday, October 05, 2009

Mon, 05 Oct 2009 14:03:57 GMT

Please Cheer Up!

i still prefer this smiley " (: "

Sunday, October 04, 2009

Sun, 04 Oct 2009 15:50:52 GMT

因为在乎，所以难过。而现在的我是难过的。算了。

cried.badly.depressed.totally.my eyes sting.