it's easy. Red font belongs to JIAYI. Orange font belongs to QILÜ . Purple font belongs to SHUTING. Black font belongs to JUNXIAN Pink font belongs to VALERIE.
when you are a good husband, you cannot be a good father. so are you looking for a good wife or a good mother? (or father or whatever)
looking at my calendar, it makes me more depressed looking at it. good thing i haven't drafted it to december yet because i really hope time can slow down a bit.
Aristotle: If women didn't exist, all the money in the world would have no meaning. says:
hao hao gor gor. (:
just finished chatting with hao hao gor gor.he's one of e nicest ppl from pri/sec school.dunno why,but each time we converse it's always very enjoyable n comfortable.think of him n i'll rmb tt im e shampoo girl,cos he said i smell of shampoo each time i past.n e almond drink incident,plus e fact tt he changed his preference for girls from smart to hot.how drastic.or is it smart n hot? i must keep a lookout for him in uni. (:
it's always nice n comforting to hv old frens ard.imagine us growing older n meeting up together,bringing our partners along.how sweet,e image.
plus kelvin gor sent me a msg before he fly off for thailand.how sweet again.
went ktv with e gang last night,i still cldnt find e confidence to sing happily n select e songs tt i want,unlike with e clique,im usually e one with e remote.faints.i wonder why is tt so.there's quite a no. of songs in my head but i just dun dare to request for them.too girly? too simple? too kiddish? or am i just thinking too much,perhaps it's not there yet,tt's why.
i sent a 肉麻 msg to liwen last night saying i miss her.if only she came with us last night. ): another time then.
most likely,tentatively clique we're meeting on wed.i hope shuting ends at 10am n val will pon her lesson so we can make it to e 2-7pm slot.i need to fly after tt,it's lunar 16th of e mth.shiling can join for dinner tt way,since ktv is not on her favourite list.
bcamp's over.i hv no idea why this time it's so stressful,perhaps it's e 1st time ly camp planning,on top of tt,im e admin ic which adds on to even more stress.it's worst than e other time yunnan trip as e admin ic,at least then i hv lau n actually everything was more or less settled by e school.
perhaps it's e expectations for myself,plus e lack of experience.im constantly worrying wat others think abt me,are they judging me on my performance,wondering why am i doing this and not tt instead.why did i overlook so many small details? did i see e disappointment in their eyes,yet i hear e constant encouraging words from zzmen n e others.
after surpressing n staying strong,i've reached e edge n broke down in front of sis n her bf few days before e camp.literally cry into my bedtime carebear.subsequently in e night,it just came naturally n uncontrollably.n when e camp ends,when i received msges of encouragement saying i've done well for e camp,tears came again.
i still rmb e pain,just e night before e camp itself.due to e fact tt i always dun eat during meal times,mum was really mad at me,i can c it in her eyes,n tt's when gastric striked.i went to bed chanting 'lmcb lmcb...' and woke up still feeling slight pain.dad was so nice,he called during lunch time to ask whether hv i eaten n hanged,n he called again to ask abt my gastric,do i feel better.i felt like crying then.weiliang has been bugging n forcing me to finish my food during e camp itself too.how nice.hmm,did i lose my temper at him,i cant rmb.
like wat liwen always say to my mum,'jiayi dunno how lucky she is.'
anw,camp's over n it's a good learning process,a test from laomu to me,to train me to become a stronger person.to learn how to b filial to my parents.
random: i changed my bedsheet today,threw literaly ALL my bears from my bed into e thrash bag,i think i lost quite a fortune if i add them up together.they slpt with me on e same bed,giving gor n myself a headache whenever we change my bedsheet.collecting dust n dirt,face becoming black on one side due to e fan blowing in this particular direction only.now they're all somewhere in lalaland,wonder who took all of them away.it's goin to b a lonely night tonight. ):
in addition,i went town n spent 100bucks just on cotton on n cotton on body.faints
